Humble old me

4.07.2010

I made a mess of my life. I'm going to start at the beginning of all this mess and hopefully wrap it up. I've heard writing is cathartic, well its what I need, because for too long now my helper has been the bottle and that's what got this whole problem started in the first place.
I don't know how I'm going to come across in this blog because I'm drunk most of the time. I'm a drunkard though. I don't know if my true self is my sober self, or my drunken self. That's how far I've come. Am I drunk now? Well a bit. I never would have had the get up without a few beers to write any of this. I hope this will be candid. I'm going to tell my story. My drunken story. But I'm going to tell what's going on now as well. Guess it puts stuff into context and all that.

Well at least I'm alive. Now I'm gonna have me another beer.